June 11, 2020

Shalom - Hola - Aloha...  Have you ever tried to talk to someone when you don't speak the language?


It can be agonizingly frustrating.  We often use hand gestures or speak more loudly, as if somehow this will help. 

There can be silence, confusion and even the fear of sending the wrong message, all because we don't know how
to connect.  And then... (hopefully) there comes a breakthrough.  A connection, a sound or smell, perhaps even a few words...

In my life, I know I am blessed for so many reasons.  Not the least of which is, I am not at risk of being murdered if I go out for a run or get stopped by the police.  I've also made it to my 50s and, while I have watched many l...

May 24, 2020

If you've been following me at all, you likely know that the man who is my twin flame, recently passed to spirit. It was unexpected, very fast and left me, and

April 2, 2020

My kids are home from college!!  I'm pretty sure I'm not the only parent who's not completely enamored of the whole empty nest thing.  Though I understand that's usually a smaller group compared to those  celebrating this milestone, and having the house to themselves again.  

I work at home and my spouse travels for his work so, I've often had the house to myself.

And, even when they were "home," my boys weren't often here, they were busy.  They had soccer practices, extra training, jobs, etc... so, for me, it wasn't a matter of getting used to the quiet. I missed being able to just chat with them and see their faces.

When Eli was still dating his former girlfriend, he'd often cal...

February 26, 2020

On Friday the 13th, I sat in the sanctuary of our synagogue as Shabbat services began.  I love attending services as the music is very healing and uplifting to me.  I often receive channeled information from Spirit during the service so, I routinely keep a small journal on my lap rather than a siddur (prayer book).  I listen more closely to the readings because I am not looking at their words on a page, and I sing along to the music while my hand follows its own path across the page.  I'm no stranger to automatic writing and am often profoundly moved by the words waiting for me at the end, which I have no memory of writing.  Some days I write more than others but, on this night, I wrote only a single word; live....

December 11, 2019

As I write this, the man I've identified as Twin, is lying in a hospital fighting for his life.  So, I'm feeling the need to focus on something a bit lighter just now...

When I was getting out of college, my dear friend Jessica (who became my boys' godmother) wanted to get me a kitten for graduation.  But, since we didn't know where I was heading after college, she did the next best thing.  She got me all the things I would need so, when I was settled somewhere, I would be ready to get one!  When I landed in Boston for a while, my then-boyfriend took me to go looking for a kitten.  I knew I wanted one named Winston (I'm not really sure why) and after a few tries, we found this gorgeous, fluffy gray and white ball of f...

November 6, 2019

You know that saying, when the Universe closes a door, it opens a window somewhere else in your life?  I've always liked that idea, and I have tried to lean in to it.
Then there's that other one, "God won't give you more than you can handle."
I fucking hate that one!  It' makes me want to scream, "What the hell made you think I could handle this??"

Door after door had closed, I just wasn't convinced windows were actually opening and I was starting to feel like I might suffocate.  The door to Twin closed and it almost killed me.  The door to Vampire closed.  And while I knew that was definitely for my highest good, the damage he did on the way out made the whole thing exponentially worse, and sent me spiraling back i...

August 27, 2019

Spiritual Awakening rarely happens gently.  Unless you've been raised by spiritually awake people and have "woke" as long as you can remember, it's much more common for spiritual awakening to feel more like being hit in the head with a two by four.  Something happens that completely shifts your perception of reality and you realize things will never be the same.

For me, it was when Michael died.  Not only did he start connecting with me from the "other side," he also began manipulating things in my world as well.  For one, he enhanced the communication between Twin (Him) and I so our connection deepened much faster than it would have, had it been allowed to develop more naturally.  But Michael had an ag...

August 9, 2019

I don't know what possessed me but, one day I woke up with a major need to get my hands on some Tarot cards.  I don't think I'd ever even seen a deck up close and yet I felt like I needed to have one, now. Not really knowing where to go, I decided to start with the Barnes & Noble down the hill from my house.  It seemed as good a place to start as any other and oddly enough, they had some. It seemed odd to me anyway, that such a commercial place would have metaphysical anything.  And, it gave me a giggle that they even had two different kinds of Tarot decks. Whatever this sudden urge to own Tarot cards was about, one of the available options seemed to suitably quell the need.  The cards felt good in my hands and, stra...

June 30, 2019

Someone in the class asked if I was a Medium.  I remember it so clearly, I laughed and said, "Me, no! I can't do that!"  

It's really important to be careful with your words...

Almost from the moment I opened my mind to it, the voices started arriving.  At first it was one, then two more, then five or six, until very quickly, I felt like I was surrounded.  

Years ago, my husband was touring with Metallica as the Lighting Director and, when the tour came to LA they played at the Colosseum.  It's Big.  I went to see the show of course, and watched from up in the "condo;" a scaffolding tower in the middle of the field where the sound, lighting and follow-spot folks worked during the show.  From my...

May 12, 2019

The class was called Beyond Psychic Protection and going there was like finding a long-lost piece of myself.  I couldn't wait to go back.  I continued to ask my guides to send me someone I could work with and wondered if perhaps the person I was looking for was in this class...

Have you ever had the experience where you meet someone and shake their hand, and energy just shoots up your arm?  That's what happened the first time we met.  We were browsing in the store before class and I introduced myself, having recognized the face from the week before.  When we shook hands, I felt an immediate electric charge run up my arm and my Third Eye snapped open as if someone had come up behind me and yelled "BOO!!"...

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When you come to the edge of all the light you know,

and you are about to step off into the darkness of the
unknown, faith is knowing one of two things will happen:

There will be something solid to stand on

or you will be taught how to fly...

- Barbara Winter

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