You know that saying, when the Universe closes a door, it opens a window somewhere else in your life? I've always liked that idea, and I have tried to lean in to it.
Then there's that other one, "God won't give you more than you can handle."
I fucking hate that one! It' makes me want to scream, "What the hell made you think I could handle this??"
Door after door had closed, I just wasn't convinced windows were actually opening and I was starting to feel like I might suffocate. The door to Twin closed and it almost killed me. The door to Vampire closed. And while I knew that was definitely for my highest good, the damage he did on the way out made the whole thing exponentially worse, and sent me spiraling back i...